Scold Me, Beat Me, Here's the Deal
Aug 4, 2014 18:17:31 GMT -5
Post by Silvertide on Aug 4, 2014 18:17:31 GMT -5
Yeah, I am the leader of this RP. Yes, this RP has been going on for a long time. Yes, we do have active members that I don't want to let down. And here's the deal. My mom says she doesn't like how I go in my room every day and all night. She wants me to do other things. I've been doing this for years, but I guess she's full of it now, and maybe I am too. I somethimes feel like I waste my life away on my computer. There's this quote, "The only thing you can't get back is time." And it's true, I've learned that lesson before.
I was talking to the other staff members. I was going to transfer the leadership. One is too busy, the other has another problem. In that situation there's really no way for me to transfer the leadership. I should probably think more about this before posting, but I wanted to apologize for my two-day absence. One day I was at a sleepover, and the next day I wasn't feel well, and I had no excuse for not letting you guys know. The problem I mentioned above still lingers.
I can't transfer the leadership. I can't dedicate my time to this RP like before. I have no clue what the answer to my problem is. I'm ashamed as a leader who has a responsibility to lead the RP to have to say these things so bluntly. I am also responsible for keeping you all informed though.
If you want more honesty, my mom telling me to knock it off isn't all of the problem. I am also starting to feel less strongly about RPing. My interest is waneing. I will not leave the RP, but I don't have time to lead it either. I can't pass the RP on to the current staff it seems. We're back to the start again.
So, input, anyone?
I was talking to the other staff members. I was going to transfer the leadership. One is too busy, the other has another problem. In that situation there's really no way for me to transfer the leadership. I should probably think more about this before posting, but I wanted to apologize for my two-day absence. One day I was at a sleepover, and the next day I wasn't feel well, and I had no excuse for not letting you guys know. The problem I mentioned above still lingers.
I can't transfer the leadership. I can't dedicate my time to this RP like before. I have no clue what the answer to my problem is. I'm ashamed as a leader who has a responsibility to lead the RP to have to say these things so bluntly. I am also responsible for keeping you all informed though.
If you want more honesty, my mom telling me to knock it off isn't all of the problem. I am also starting to feel less strongly about RPing. My interest is waneing. I will not leave the RP, but I don't have time to lead it either. I can't pass the RP on to the current staff it seems. We're back to the start again.
So, input, anyone?