Scold Me, Beat Me, Here's the Deal

[Silvertide]

Yeah, I am the leader of this RP. Yes, this RP has been going on for a long time. Yes, we do have active members that I don't want to let down. And here's the deal. My mom says she doesn't like how I go in my room every day and all night. She wants me to do other things. I've been doing this for years, but I guess she's full of it now, and maybe I am too. I somethimes feel like I waste my life away on my computer. There's this quote, "The only thing you can't get back is time." And it's true, I've learned that lesson before.

I was talking to the other staff members. I was going to transfer the leadership. One is too busy, the other has another problem. In that situation there's really no way for me to transfer the leadership. I should probably think more about this before posting, but I wanted to apologize for my two-day absence. One day I was at a sleepover, and the next day I wasn't feel well, and I had no excuse for not letting you guys know. The problem I mentioned above still lingers.

I can't transfer the leadership. I can't dedicate my time to this RP like before. I have no clue what the answer to my problem is. I'm ashamed as a leader who has a responsibility to lead the RP to have to say these things so bluntly. I am also responsible for keeping you all informed though.

If you want more honesty, my mom telling me to knock it off isn't all of the problem. I am also starting to feel less strongly about RPing. My interest is waneing. I will not leave the RP, but I don't have time to lead it either. I can't pass the RP on to the current staff it seems. We're back to the start again.

So, input, anyone?

[Wolfluv_Splash]

I honestly feel the same way about not having much interested in rp either. Yesterday night I was talking to Vinn of how I was getting a bit bored of the siar journey rp and I am getting a bit more busy with my schedule that I won't be making it to other nights of rp or be very active. I'm starting my new hobby of painting and I'm doing more stuff with my mom when we get a chance. Plus when school starts back that is just gonna take more of my time away. It's just not the same as it use to be. So Tide, I feel were you are going with this.

[kiyoi]

I feel the same, and to be honest, we're growing up. I don't really have any suggestions as to how this RP can be "Saved" so to speak, but if worse comes to worse, all i can say is that all things come to an end whether they're good or bad... (sorry if I seem depressing, It's just how I think sometimes.)

[Silvertide]

Yes Splash, I'll be a junior soon and I plan to try even harder than before. I have big dreams so I want to try hard so that I can do what I want to do. I have also developed a high interest in real life(this is hard to explain). I feel like I have a responsibility to come on every night, and when I told my mom the situation about the RP, she told me not to give up my time for others. She said it isn't good for me and she wants me to spend time in the real world. So I told her I'd try and figure it out. So far, things aren't looking too good for the RP.

[Silvertide]

Aug 4, 2014 19:09:45 GMT -5 kiyoi said:

I feel the same, and to be honest, we're growing up. I don't really have any suggestions as to how this RP can be "Saved" so to speak, but if worse comes to worse, all i can say is that all things come to an end whether they're good or bad... (sorry if I seem depressing, It's just how I think sometimes.)

Sorry for the double post, and I agree. If no one is up to the task of leading this RP then there's no other choice. Remember what happened with DS? The leaders both quit, and Alle got permission herself to bring the RP back to life months later. If no one else is willing to lead the RP, then there'll be no choice but to put it down until someone is interested in bringing it back.

[Wolfluv_Splash]

I will be a junior to. And my mom has come in my room time to time saying I need to break out of that habit and not be anti-social. I be on my laptop so much that I feel uncomfortable in public places now. I still have responsibilities for school such as my preparations for my senior project. That's why I quit my years as a leader for fh rps. I did that when I was still a kid, when did have time for it. Now I just join others since I'm older but now I don't even think I'm into anymore like I was. Like I said. I had a big long talk with Vinn yesterday night about this. And Ki I agree with you. Maybe it is just time to let this go? Or pass it on?